ok thanks for the help peeps.
after a long time of trial and error i found out
i suck big time
thought id try the heelflip because some people get it before the kickflip
which i guess i am because the board will now flip all the way 9/10 times
catching has been a problem though because of the slight shift in front of me
so im going to abandon the kickflip until im good at flipping and catching
also i gonna make a new topic for heelfip help because i still suck